Come what may

I looked at the stars yet I saw darkness. I was thinking that whichever corner my eyes drew into, there will always be that longing for sparks. Just a little forward? backward? side ward? How much farther can I go for distant lights? How many years does it take to say that “life has finally happened to me!”

 

Wishing for the right time, patience has its way to offer for the best. In midst of difficulties, one must soar high to collect stars, not by gazing but to reach for them. To jump high, no, but to jump higher and believe that we are the stars of our own selves.

 

Failures make us stronger and independent. I am one of the billion people in the world who has gone countless depression and frustrations in life. And I say sorry for myself, for the things I have done and for the things I have failed to accomplish. I don’t want to rant each part of it but in general, to aim for the best shot is not that easy. Bumpy roads and a never ending ups and downs do come in my way but I know God has come to save the day. I admit, I once told myself to just give up because it is the easier than to keep up the struggles going. But the Lord is keeping on pursuing me to stay still and focus on forward. I have tried to step down that road of sorrows just to consider my tiredness. But, soon I realized, I can never escape that road. The longer I remain sitting down on that corner, is the longer it would make me to see the best days of my life. I know right now, it may seem like I have not yet done my best-est yet, but I also know for sure that every single day is closer to improvement as long as I keep going and go for the extra mile. My dreams are still inside of me. Keeping the fire burning and a never ending adventure awaits. Come what may.

 

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Beautiful like a Rainbow

My heart beats like a bouncing ball. Finding its way out, fridges its deep innocence. Lies between my chest, melts the cold feelin’ inside. This soft touch behind my veins, I remember every words we said, “We will never say goodbye”, I can never felt so high like this, never ever felt like this before. Walking through the paradise, wanting to chase the suns golden rays, clutching the thin filthy fogs, grumping to lie down on a log. Promises falls, Promise land, Promise everywhere else. The doubt came by, and see how trust collides—broken vows, broken ships. As I opened my eyes, the thrilling waves upon my throat giggles my own versatile pondering. “Why would I still love if I know, that I will be hurt again?” then  I stopped and looked and listened to the chirping birds, the waving trees and felt the pain on my chest once again. Again, I found myself hearing the voices of the cracking noise inside my heart breaking apart like melting ice caps. Frozen vows, Frozen ships, see how delicate the crunching deep. Jade stones upon my feet, clings the bridges running waters. The rainbow shouts partying with grace. As I looked up and try to notice, how beautiful a rainbow is. Shines up in the sky, after a heavy droplets of rain. Forging down the vast oceans and lands, soaring like a moaning monster and as it stops, a rainbow appears creating no fear but as I notice it, a sad face written on it unnoticed- opposite to smile run down its chamber yet colourful bliss is seen. How beauty covers the brimming sadness. Then I looked up and said to myself, “I want to be a rainbow, beautiful like a rainbow. . .”

Droplets of Rain

August 15, 2014

High above from its deepest shines the warming glow of sun. Spinning through the wind, catching the sun’s little particles and chasing the clouds. Frozen valleys cloaked within the vast tip toe, stories behold in sights of an eye.Colorful bliss ran down my veins, seeing the oceans crawlin’ under my feet. Carved in my heart is swollen grace and joy. Wonders of life, golden tree fruitful blessings abided the light tempting shadows. As droplets flow thru the meddow, crunches of growls despite the oddness it brings. Grudges fades, collided with freedom as it flees flawlessly. Rain, Rain, Rain, ain’t you got nothing to say, express your love in a warm way. Stop the cryin’ showers, broken sunshine blossoms at dawn. New beginnings, new love, new life.. Rainbow smiles after the rain. Lil droplets, oh little bitty ones, your beauty is beyond compare, I’ll never see what a man can foresee, this feelin’ can’t go wrong , this feeling is in fire, I come to close my eyes, and feel the breath of life.