Are all of these things make sense?

We are living on a planet called earth. Each of us has their own stories to tell. My story is about my plans for life. Digging up from its most inner core, I admit that I’ve been so persistent to be the best version I can become. The way I see things, I want to do it in a way that I could attain the dream achievement of my life.

So I asked myself, “Are all of these things make sense?” At first, I doubted myself if I can really pursue what I wanted in life. I was trying to create different conclusions asking myself about my future plans. At the end of the day, we all lay down in bed  and say ” Life ” is what we make it.

I did face dramas, all the craps, failures , frustrations, criticisms, and other bullshits in life that made me realize that “SHIT HAPPENS” indeed. In fact, I am used to it by now. In my almost 19 years of existence, I realized that life is on how we really deal with it.

I keep on reminding myself that everything is according to God’s perfect plan for my life. Even though problems come along and obstacles pave its way to me, I will never be afraid to conquer it all because I trust God. I have all the issues in my life that could slow down my life’s progress but, how could I deny the fact that God is with me? That I just have to trust on Him and rely to whatever circumstances I might encounter, knowing He is with me. I am thankful for this life He give to me.

Even though, it is not perfect, I still choose to follow Him. He knows the way and the truth in my life. Challenges in school makes me wanna scream and give it up. But the promise of good future of Christ motivates me a lot.

Perseverance is essential in order for us to attain good results. But before anything else, I still make it to accept the fact that life on earth is a temporary journey that will come to pass. What matters most is our relationship with the One above who made us feel the happiness, the love, and the sorrows here on earth. Living is easy. In the past, myself used to struggle on things I thought that really matters the most.

As I went along my quest, I found out that this is not my final destination yet. Towards good goals in life, determination is a must. The heart needs to be heard, and our desires in life need attention. Equipped with perseverance and hard work are just recipes to reach our dreams.

The things I’ve lost in the daily battles of my life do not matter anymore. Because, I only gain in life. According to Job 1:21, “21 He said, “I was born with nothing, and I will die with nothing. The Lord gave, and now he has taken away. May his name be praised!”. Now, I come to my senses and concluded that this is the truth. The medals, awards, money, properties, and jewelries, I cannot bring all of these when I die. That’s why, material or worldly things don’t matter. What matters most is on how we turned out to be. Being molded by God’s grace and His will for our life brings us to wherever we are today.

Every decision I make, I always make it to the point that I let God know about it. I asked God if this is the right thing to say or to do. I always wanted to make God as daily part of my life. I may not know what the future beholds, but all I ever believe are the promises of Christ. According to Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans not to harm you but to prosper you, to provide you a future and a hope.” I hold on to the words He left for me. I should not worry about what tomorrow comes for tomorrow will worry about itself. So let him have your worries and cares for He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you.(Peter 5:7).

In everything I wanted to do, I want to be happy. But being happy for myself is not the only thing I need. My greatest achievement in life is to make my parents happy. Oh, seeing their smiles and their laughter soothes my heart. And the most important thing of all, is to please God glorifying His name in every single day of my life. I love God, and I am not ashamed to tell the world how I feel. I’m trying to live life to the fullest, enjoying every moment, giving value to every little conversations with the people I meet and of course, in top of all, to love, and to feel love. Everything else makes sense to me now. It is clear to say…LIFE IS SIMPLY AMAZING. 

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He Knows Best

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Everything that God allows to come our way was with a purpose. He uses even the greatest error and deepest hurt to mold us into a person of worth and value.

Dealing with emotional stress and frustrations in life is what everybody wanted to avoid. Sometimes, we tend to lose our sight on the things that matters the most because we only focused on what we think is essential for us yet our God wanted to provide even more. We had a bucket of concerns and worries. We would worry today. We will worry tomorrow. We worry again and again ’til we give up and say, “Lord, where are You?” This is a blast toast.

According to Matthew 6:34NIV DO NOT WORRY, Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Let him have all your worries and cares for He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you. IPeter 5:7 TLB

The Lord does not want us to doubt, to fear or to grieve. He want us to believe, to hope and to love and to see life the way He made it. ❤

Just always keep in mind that when you make choices, follow God, not your own way. For if your own way fails, you regret but with God, you can smile and say. “He knows best.” 😀 ❤9bcc74cb07db889de1ce5869b366f4eb

Lonely Poet from Southeast

Almie Jane P. Catulay, Philippines

Across the vast ocean of Visayas,

There is an island called Panay,

Where this lonely poet resides,

It is where her education is located.

From the scorching heat of the sun,

To the singing breeze of wind,

She sailed across the islands of Surigao

To Cebu and To Iloilo.

Lovely view, she sees.

Hoping for hope,

A career in the future,

As lovely as a tree.

She doubts for golds and madness

Instead she aims for joy and fulfillness

The day her feet stop by in the port,

Feeling of loneliness she felt away.

Breakingaway those sorrows,

Working it out to and fro

Thoroughly embodied knowledge

And wisdom to be wise.

This lonely poet has a lover.

A lover from there province,

I say no months of tears,

Say no days of sadness.

There comes moments of despairs,

No one to hold, no one to cure.

Just a little prayer,

All she became was a healer.

Soon after the downs and failures,

Love will find her way,

All those broken promises and

Disappointments all faded away.

Strengthened her heart

Accepted the defeat,

All the love she ever receive,

She’s thankful as can be.

To be a fool is a choice,

To be a martyr twice is stupidity,

To be moron is a sin,

To be weak is illness.

The heart of the lonely poet,

All turned into pieces,

When she saw his loving lover,

Sitting down staring at another bliss.

Crying it loud last night

On the day of the hearts she lay,

One letter to God she sent,

Hoping for the recovery of her soul.

Painful as it may sound,

Hurting as it may to tell.

All the sacrificed joy all poured,

To a guy who just taken her for granted, I’m sure.

Deeper meaning of words,

The lonely poet sat down to write

A poem of feelings as it she call it,

Profound understanding is her hobby.

She tried to close her eyes,

She remembered the very detail

How he looks at her,

That stare he had given once for her.

The lonely poet tried to look back

Reminisced all the memories that they had

She asked why and where did she go wrong,

She asked what else am I less for?

Convincing oneself to love you is harsh

Pity is the source.

Like a rose, trampled on the ground,

Her feelings was dying for him.

Due to a numerous of chances,

Nothing changed just the becoming of worst,

Living through the promises of forever

Where would it take her by the lies?

Poor lonely poet,

All was left was her thoughts of feelings,

Being cheated, robbed by the man he trusts

She doesn’t know how to live by again,

New day has come,

New unfolded thoughts coming up.

It might be sounding so quick,

Atlast she comes to her senses.

To know her limits,

To know her worth,

Importance to her youth,

Significance to her existence.

Live not by giving the happiness to a person

Being careful enough to trust it all

Heart is just a fragile cause

Might be damaged and hard to heal itself.

She stand tall and let it go,

Everyday where she goes,

She will remember him,

Not just a memory but a lesson.

Wasted love she might say,

Through it all, it’s worth the try.

The trial in search for true love isn’t easy afterall.

In the long run, one will not leave you nor forsake you.

That’s Jesus Christ, she believes in Him,

The one real love of all,

Her faith on Him rising up

Like a phoenix on fire.

To love is for two,

Not just for one,

To love is to heal,

To forgive and to be humble.

To love and be loved in return,

To be happy, and to make someone happy,

To give and never expect to receive.

To create an everlasting sense of commitment.

Trust is important,

Never lose it.

Love is both a choice and a feeling.

Never take it for granted.

The lonely poet is moving on,

Leaving the past behind her.

To continue life,

And living life to the fullest.

She discovers that she has everything,

She has Christ, Family, Friends and good education.

She somehow realizes how important it is to take care of her heart.

To free herself from loss and let it not be part.

Her life is like a rolling stone,

Sometimes she’s up, sometimes she’s down.

But she never is afraid to walk thru it.

Along its final way, she knew she will survive.

The perfect time will come,

By God’s perfect plan it will be very soon.

To delight by God’s love,

Hope will never die from her heart.

The lonely poet never know where it will be going,

She will just enjoy the thrill or dismay.

But she believes in her heart,

God has prepared a man exclusively only for her.

“Come what may lonely poet, Come what may my dearest self.”

The Little Red Panda Saved by a Brown Koala Bear

Friday morning in her pink shirt and paled blue shorts,

Wake up at 7 am and trying to get up.

But she can’t, just can’t.

Wait a minute, said she.

In her light black eyes, she bulged her eyelids,

in her arousal, she stood up and pray.

At her bed she was in doubt,

to find some little mistakes at this very day of 12th of december.

Still wondering about her large Choco latte colored bear,

if she ever leave, who would take care of this poor creature?

She asked and asked, until a friend volunteered!

“Relief”, said she.

On her waist, she placed her hand,

On her hand, she mumbled and wondered,

on her feet, she found out ones missing,

undressed 2 feet, 10 little fingers in cold.

“Where art thou”, asked she.

Her green slippers are gone, in her dismay she walked outside.

In the advent of her discovery,

Black large slippers were displayed.

“Could I borrow this my friendly fellow?” asked she.

“Yes” said he.

Taddah, her dear little ten finger feet were all alived

Once cold now once on heat.

She walked down the road and about to pee.

4 doors never was opened and shocked.

“Oh my, said she.”

She went to the corner and mumbled,

this red little panda is in trouble.

She went back to her bed and was saddened,

Trying to ease the pain on her stomach.

At her courage mind, she went out with guts,

Gone to a new house, residing at the porch beside the green valley,

the red little panda found a white shining door.

“What a wonderful sight!” said she

She went through the door and “Viola!”

The white tub suits her and comforts.

After the discomfort of this little red panda,

She uttered and said,” OH MY GEE!”

She found out something horrible

And it makes her so trembled.

The door was locked and she was trapped!

Poor little red panda, Poor little red panda.

At her dismay, she pondered, “Don’t wanna be here forever!”

She shouted for help but no one heard it.

She knocked on hardly, she knew somebody would come.

Along with her dreadful situation, tears would fall.

But before it could happen, she heard a voice!

“A trapped one!”

As her heart was pounding loud, so nervous and so hopeful

Somebody will save her as she pulled the knob trigger

and watch it be destroyed and fallen

To see the world again, to feel the breeze again,

“Help” said she

“Yes, I will help you out, ” said he

In her cries and loneliness, fears disappear,

As the locked door was opened,

As it turned broken,

As she heard the cracking sound of the door opening,

she was finally saved and mumbled, “My Savior”

And there he is, a Brown Koala bear with gleaming eyes

and charming smile, “HAHAAH, you’re saved.”

and then the brown creature jumped off nowhere.,

The little red panda, who was frightened was enlightened.

By the Brown Koala bear who saved her,

At her bed, she wished to see him again,

“Hope I might see you My brown savior”, said she

Happiness is what she found,

Her knight and shining Brown Koala Bear.

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Studies First

As I start to realize that I have grown such strong attachment to someone than anybody else.

This time, I have driven all my emotions to an end so that I can ease the pain.

I held tears but I can’t.

I hid all the grudge but I can’t.

And it seems that I was the only one suffering to this type of teenage problem in which I never expected to have.

Somehow my childhood days were colorful, I wonder why I changed and became an “EMO” all the way of entering in my college years.

I have decided not to be drowned by tears while studying and so I have come up with an idea to stop something I have been doing for the past two years.

And that’s….

TO STOP LOVING A PERSON

whom you thought that will love you more than you do.

whom you thought that will bring out the best in you.

whom you thought that will never leave you no matter what.

whom you thought that will be holding your hands forever.

whom you thought that will never make you cry.

whom you thought that will make a thousands laughs for you.

whom you thought that will see to it that you’re okay.

whom you thought that will text you and call you every night.

whom you thought that will handle your feelings carefully.

whom you thought that will not take you for granted.

whom you thought that will be there for you when you have problems.

whom you thought that will help you out.

whom you thought that will strengthen you.

whom you thought that will keep his promises of “4ever”

whom you thought that will never leave…

BUT HE LEFT.

All this emotional expos of mine are just “pautwas”.

In the sense that I’ve tried my best for that particular person, but my best wasn’t good enough to make him stay in my life. Am I too cruel? too demanding? too OA? too ugly? too pretty? (oh, well)

Somewhat, I have come to the point where I felt hopelessness in life. From that moment, I realized that I made a mistake for giving myself wholeheartedly to a man who’s not worth my tears. Doing my best is maybe just a piece of shit for him.

What does it take to commit yourself to give time and effort for the one you love?

Is it that hard?

My heart was crushed by this person whom I thought is “THE ONE”.

Seems like I was wrong.

Even though I have been experiencing heartaches for the past 2 years since I met him, loved him, but I didn’t want to hold unto grudges towards him. I am a forgivable person and also, I don’t want to tear my heart apart by being mad always.

I may be single for now, but I know I am not alone with the presence of Jesus who is my Savior in my life. Moving on is easy if I will just have to trust on His words: “I am the way, the truth, and the life”, I believe that through Him and in Him, I will achieve “PEACE” in my heart.

In addition, I will just have to focus on what’s important in my life. Knowing my priorities is a must. I am a goal-oriented person who wants to be a Chemical Engineer someday. Of course, I always prayed and hoping to reach my dreams soon. I know I am one day closer to the answers just as the time flies.

I might lose my objectives if I will choose to be miserable all the time. Why not smile and let the world wonder why?

Right? 🙂

For now, I will trust for God’s perfect timing.

Love is not a fairy tale here on earth. I know my life is just temporary here on land but with JESUS CHRIST who lifted up my spirit, with my family who became my inspiration, with friends who supported me and with all the gifts/blessings of God that keeps me going, I am greatly motivated.

Studies first, my passion for studying will never end.

Let me end this article with this saying, “I may be bent but not broken, because if God brings you to it, He will brings you through it..”

God bless everyone. Love Love Love 🙂

-SoulWriter2k14

Beautiful like a Rainbow

My heart beats like a bouncing ball. Finding its way out, fridges its deep innocence. Lies between my chest, melts the cold feelin’ inside. This soft touch behind my veins, I remember every words we said, “We will never say goodbye”, I can never felt so high like this, never ever felt like this before. Walking through the paradise, wanting to chase the suns golden rays, clutching the thin filthy fogs, grumping to lie down on a log. Promises falls, Promise land, Promise everywhere else. The doubt came by, and see how trust collides—broken vows, broken ships. As I opened my eyes, the thrilling waves upon my throat giggles my own versatile pondering. “Why would I still love if I know, that I will be hurt again?” then  I stopped and looked and listened to the chirping birds, the waving trees and felt the pain on my chest once again. Again, I found myself hearing the voices of the cracking noise inside my heart breaking apart like melting ice caps. Frozen vows, Frozen ships, see how delicate the crunching deep. Jade stones upon my feet, clings the bridges running waters. The rainbow shouts partying with grace. As I looked up and try to notice, how beautiful a rainbow is. Shines up in the sky, after a heavy droplets of rain. Forging down the vast oceans and lands, soaring like a moaning monster and as it stops, a rainbow appears creating no fear but as I notice it, a sad face written on it unnoticed- opposite to smile run down its chamber yet colourful bliss is seen. How beauty covers the brimming sadness. Then I looked up and said to myself, “I want to be a rainbow, beautiful like a rainbow. . .”