I once remember the way you smile at me. When the sun was up shining and burst out its heated light upon me. I wonder what makes me so excited yet so nervous of that certain moment. I have found one thing that could never be compared with such intense glow– YOUR SMILE.
Every single day I have imagined of not getting up early in bed just to go home and be apart from you. What is on my mind is a hot choco with pancakes and extra sweet morning wake up call from you–YOUR KISSES.
So much of it that I ended up wondering how’s this life may go but what I know for sure is a bright future with you whom I have loved so much, whom I love dearly, whom I will love for eternity. As you surround me with your warm atmosphere and holding me close to you like you will never let me go, let me be inside–YOUR ARMS.
I have never felt so conscious like before. Have I got my lipstick already? Or have I brush my teeth or comb my hair yet? What else to wear? I cannot decide that easily because of your delicate looks that makes me uneasy-YOUR EYES.
Days come and years go, but this I know for sure… That you’re the one that I’ve been waiting for.
And I can finally say, the wait is over.
Dearest Star, I would like to express my sincere condolences to what I have to do. This would be a melodramatic narrative for which I know that in the first place, all I could do is to sit on my chair and do my routines. I hate to say that I will be missing you my darling. So much of confusion had come along my way since I first thought about you. The white sand beach, the warm breeze and the delight of having to experience something for free is really out of my reach. I couldn’t stop thinking about you. You’re so tempting and that magic you have given me overwhelms my feelings as I try to imagine to embrace you from deep within me. I have always been fascinated about the sunny light above my head and that temperament that wraps around my back as I try to seek for cold refreshments. I seek of your love and of your effects that leave me breathless. I am writing this to you because I want you to know that I will always love your glow. I would always be admired how you shine up in the sky so bright that even Winter snow bows to you. I would always keep on loving you despite this situation I am having. The choice that I made because of something valuable that keeps me away from you. Now this fear is what I have to turn into strength. This strength that I will turn into a notion that dreams are made for people like me to hope and wait and see. To be better, and brave enough to accept defeat. To be able to withstand failure and whatever life might offer to me, I will always come victorious. Because I do believe on the Creator’s plan for my life. I just have to trust the maker of you as a star that someday, a beautiful meet up will due as I have that chance again to see you.
I will publish this soon as I build my dreams and make it to reality. I wanted to see you so much but please understand that this might be not the right time for me to be able to hold you, all I want you to remember is that… One day will come that I will be able to love you dearly. And sing with all my heart for the moment that I look forward. Lord, please help us.
To the sun that I missed during summer, I will always be waiting for the day to come that you and I can be together.
April 28, 2017
30th of October 2 pm, Miag-ao Church, Iloilo
“I wonder how this tour may go, but all I want is to see how your smile matches with your eyes as I share to you my world…”
Never felt excited like this before. Been ready for this day since noon and I really was looking forward to meet YOU. Dearest YOU, a week before, I never knew you’d be this so close to me, so gentle and so genuine. *Sigh. Every time I look at you, reminds me of butterflies flying, with birds chirping and flowers blooming. It sounds so poetic. Ikr? 😛 Pardon me if I have to protect this marvel, YOU, the every part of YOU I want to unravel.
First Stop: Lover’s Lane
Wrapped by the dazzling feeling inside,
By just enjoying the ride.
Walking ’til the end of line,
Amazed by how your eyes could shine.
Second Stop: The UPV Oblation and SOTECH
Full of gratitude for your time,
Just to come and share your rhyme.
The magical vibes from you,
Giving my world so full of hue.
Third Stop: UPV Diwata ng Dagat
If I ever found myself lost in the middle of the sea,
I know you’ll sail the world just to find me.
If I ever forget the things that really mean to me,
I know you’ll be the one to remind me.
Fourth Stop: UPV CAS PARK and CFOS
Every time we walk while having non-stop talks,
Your true loving personality slowly unlocks.
My heart flutters in the clouds aiming for the moon,
A dream of reality, out of my cocoon I bloom.
Fifth Stop: Cafe Diem
A cake in the cup or a smore in the core,
Beyond my poetry, your sweetness I adore.
Those fragile hands, and the pin I keep,
Will always reminds me of you with me.
Sixth Stop: Miag-ao Church
I won’t last a day without a prayer,
Loving the tour and all its layer.
I have never imagined a life without God,
Thinking that all of these has been planned.
Seventh Stop: Miag-ao Beach
Just like how the stars can shine at night,
Feelings started to spark and ignite.
That moment so magical like heaven’s pure bliss,
How can destiny be so wrong at this?
Eighth Stop: Miag-ao Plaza
For me I ever wanted is to make you smile,
Mission accomplished oh yeah! that’s my style.
The security and trust beyond compare,
Your feelings I keep is true and rare.
Thank you for making my Sunday so special. ❤
I’ve sailed day and night,
A never ending plight.
At the shore, in a fierce night,
Seen a dove, have I gotten it right?
By the bay, the shallow waters creep,
With mild symphony and the song I keep.
Rolling in the deep
Watching your shadows sleep.
The dark blue sky blankets thy stars,
Glowing much from a far.
Sincerity in every scar,
My soul explodes ’tis not par.
Drowing out of thy window,
Never knowing the rainbow,
It’s only white and a shadow.
36 bricks made of jealou.
we would wonder why,
why things would happen out of our control.
we would be puzzled,
puzzled about how we handle our life.
we would be convinced,
convinced that life isn’t perfect.
we would become regretful,
regretful with the chances we didn’t take.
we would try to think,
think about the dreams we want to achieve.
we would realize,
realize that at the end of the day, we are left alone.
we would discover,
discover that we are free as birds fly above.
we would fight,
fight for the good fight of faith.
we would fly,
fly to the other side of the world to find ourselves.
we would ditch,
ditch our fears and doubts to face the unknown.
we would sacrifice,
sacrifice our life for someone to live.
we would make a choice,
make a choice between what you want or what is right.
we would forget,
forget about reality and truths.
we would struggle,
struggle to ride on the bumpy road of life.
we would forgive,
forgive ourselves from the mistakes we made.
we would wish,
wish that tomorrow will get better.
we would accept,
accept that life is what we make it.
we would do more,
do more than just exist.
Because in time,
we would love,
love to see the world much more differently.
Because in time,
we would smile,
smile despite the tears falling from our eyes.
Because in time,
we would hide,
hide the pain and make the world wonder why.
Because in time,
we would grow strong,
grow strong and never be afraid to go wrong.
Because in time,
we would feel,
feel the glimpse of heaven for real.
to check whether you’re doing it right or not.
to encourage when you’re the one who needs it the most.
to correct mistakes of yours than others.
to pay attention when no one else’s listening.
to react in times in shock and dismay.
to play along the good side of story.
to please everyone about things.
to talk things openly.
to share a life when you don’t know who cares about.
to smile when the only thing left in your mind is to cry.
to believe that something good might happen.
to trust over and over and over and over and over again.
to forgive with open arms and ditch the disappointments.
to forget all the feelings of sorrow and pain.
to organize a life full of mess.
to begin all over again.
to lie a smile when deep inside you’re bleeding.
to take so much of other’s time.
to ask for love and importance.
to expect things that could lead to hurt.
to stumble and fall because somebody has pushed you down.
to give thanks when you’re at peak of being sorry.
to appreciate when everything around you is unworthy of seeing.
to spend time with yourself all alone in the dark.
to see things differently from now and then.
to understand and understand and that’s the only thing that’s left.
to cry out loud on someone’s shoulders.
to listen the imperfectness of life.
to achieve things that you can’t reach.
to create happiness during those sad moments in time.
to wish for the things you can’t have.
to value people when you have to let them go.
It’s never been hard
to express a love like this through this poem.